I'm trying - yes seems easy..yet complicated. I am trying to live in this reality....but fear sometimes gets the best of me. I am so scared at being responsible financially for my children (yes I have 6). I have a good job, I make decent money...but it is tough on my own. I think I hang on mostly for that reason....that and my belief about marriage. I don't want to fail again...I want to do what's right for my children...these are the thoughts that go thru my head.