Hi. Im Sharon here in
Baton Rouge, La. sober
for some 20 yrs. of many
1 days @ a time collected
together to get me where
I am today.
SR has been an added bonus
in my recovery for some
time now and an extremely
useful tool in my AA program.
Good Topic.
Thoughts of those who
wronged me in the pass
are too many to name or
remember.
That's if I want to go all
the way back to my grade
school or high school days.
All those classmates that
didnt want me as a friend
because they thought they
were better than I. Too
pretty. Too smart. Too
messed up on drugs or
alcohol.
All those who laughed at me.
Called me names. Picked
a fight with me. Bullied me.
Smirks, finger pointing,
name calling, whispers,
laughing.
As I sat alone in the cafeteria
or on the playgroud as if
I was contagious or a Leopard.
I would want to say, why
me. I wanted to be ur friend
and you hated me. For what?
Just because I looked different
or dressed different, not by
choice, but because I was
abused by my mom....and
many of you never knew cause
I had to keep it a secret.
A brother 11 mos older than
I but we graduated together,
chose to alienate me. Became
an informant to boast his ego
rather than protect his own
sister.
Shee.....
And now you wonder why
I became an alcoholic. Why
I drank. All to numb what
I endured as a child and adult.
That's alright.....I am in a
good place today and as long
as I stay true to myself and
the Man upstairs I dont have
to prove myself to no one else.