Originally Posted by
justsotired 
Oh, and thank you guys for just hearing me, it is so long since I have been heard it might not seem like much but it seems so big to me, it makes a huge difference. to be able to overcome the shame of saying this is what I've been going through and not get shunned is huge to me, I feel so dirty and alone so thank you so much
justsotired,
please get some help, there is no shame or shunning here.
this forum is full of loving people.
you are not alone now.
you dont have to be alone ever again.
thank you for sharing your story, that was very courageous of you.
Beth