To Cyranoak - I have been coming to this site since November and reading all that I can. I finally divorced my A after 27 years and surprisingly "fell to pieces". I didn't understand how "sick" I was and all that he had done to me.
I finally had to join and reply to this post because quite frankly....I have fallen in love with you!
The tears are falling as I write this because "oh God, how I understand"!