Shellcrusher,
Thank-you for posting such wonderfully helpful posts to my thread.
Keep opening up! I know it's difficult, I've written a couple threads then abaondoned them. I need to get back and reply. People will think I'm rude. It's not that. It's processing what I hear, it's not wanting to put myself in the limelight with a thread about me, and it's some guilt, yes guilt, for pointing out the flaws of my exah without pointing out all my flaws too. But this is how we begin to truly begin to get well. Let the SECRET OUT. That's the first step, even to anonymous people on the internet. Let your feelings out. Acknowledge your Truth.
Suffering: Resisting your Truth.
Don't suffer any longer than you have to.
