Hey Marlin. I hear what you're saying. I'm not a fan of pills and I think there's a ton of corruption.
However, I won't be putting my energy into that. I'll be working on my own problems.
Also, you said in your last paragraph that you're beyond the dangerous detox.
Again, I encourage you to read the xanax thread started by jayscott. There are some heavy duty posts related specifically to xanax and sleeping pills and exactly what the dangerous detox is like.