thanx everyone for your input and help, I really appreciate it. today I felt stronger, I have been very sick for a week with the flu now a terrible cold and asthma to top it, so even tho I feel luke crap I pushed myself to do somthing possitive today for me, cleaned the basement lol I didnt know how else to not get him off my mind.
I hope I can stay strong and not fall into weakness and drink cause I dont wanna do that anymore.
I just keep saying to myself my ex isnt the man I met it was lies I guess, bottom line i told him its the drink or me, he refuses, says not right now maybe later. the man takes the drink but in the end the drink will take the man. I hope he gets help and I hope I can heal all my pain cause I do have alot.
do any of you think he will get help?cause he says I was the world to him his life now he has nothing? he says he loves me and we are ment for eachother