I hear ya, I do love him, i love what we had, but I said things and now he has his walls up and wont forgive me. he did suport me for 2weeks after he died but then dumped me, but I wasnt in my right frame of mind,i didnt mean to be hurtful.
I know their are others but that is far from my mind, I dont have luck in that department, think I would rather be alone
