Good for you ...19 days!! I too had people in my family as well as friends that just insisted I could "just drink beer" or "just have one"...Amazing. Beer is still alcohol..may take me a bit longer to "get there" but it will do the trick. And "just have one" ARE YA KIDDIN ME????? No point in that..I drank to get drunk. Always on a mission. Listen to your inner voice..it seldom lies. No one knows you like you do! And you did good on this last bar go around..one of these times...you may find yourself with drink in hand and not even know it hit you. Glad you are here.