[SIZEI also have a boyfriend/fiance that is an alcohol/addict. We live together. It wasn't long ago where I found hidden alcohol in the house. I remember being afriad to say anything just to keep the peace. The anxiety I felt everyday was over whelming. My alcohol is in AA now. I should be happy but I'm scared. He is newly into recovery. Relaspe is possible. I am going to alanon meeting. I don't have anyone in my life to understand what I am going through.SIZE]