you are all so right! i just went online and found some meetings in my area. mon, wed, and fri. i think i will start with all 3 and see how it goes. one thing i did learn in counseling was i cant change anybody, i can only change myself. and when i start changing, the people around me dont have a choice but
to change. so i have been thinking too much and need to act. the change starts with me.
thanks for giving me the push that i have been needing!