Originally Posted by
LexieCat 
I think I'd let the birthday pass. Up to you, but again, if you are not having contact...
I want to do something for his birthday. I don't know what.
It will be something he will never know I did, something he'll never know happened, but something that will make me feel better, and feel like I didn't forget him, because I think it would be helpful for
me.
I just haven't figured out what, yet.