Hi again......
well, I introduced myself in newcomers to recovery...wrong place...I went to the domestic violence counselor today. Just introduced ourselves, essentially. I told her I didn't really know why I was there. She said she thought we could build my self esteem. I bought the book suggested. It is enlightening to say the least. I simply feel very low. Head hurts, feel really sad. want this emptiness to go away. unsure what my purpose in life is.......just lost....