I want to all to know how much I appreciate all the responses. Keep them coming because I have been learning a ton of stuff. I have learned that I am not alone in this road that I am traveling. I have learned that there are a lot of you that have it much worse than I do. So I hope that you dont think of me as a goodie two shoes when I say I hope that I never do have it that bad. Sadly though it sounds like I am heading down that path.
grizz