I realized I don't miss him, I miss the act he would put on when he was on best behavior.
They all are great actors aren't they? I believe that they don't feel real feelings due to alcohol. That's why they drink to suppress them. To NOT to feel. When they're sober they have to fake feelings. I always noticed how my Aw used to be so over the top in her actions. She would be too nice or too angry or just generally behave in the extreme. I think she was just trying to portray the right emotion for the situation but just wasn't sure how. The actress in her was improvising. I can't say I miss the acting because it wasn't real for me. It was just that, acting.