Originally Posted by
2be1maybe 
Oh noo don't think that I am not enjoying the relationship. I think I enjoy it too much. Hence my need to rush him to the altar before some other women steals him away. He is truly a wonderful, compassionate, loving, genrous and strong man. We have so much in common, and there is really tight bond there. Sometimes there is the feeling like we have known each other for years instead of months. He is a friend first. We talk about everything, the recovery journey is being revealed to me slowly so not to scare me. I told him I am scared, but I am staying with him.
Reading the comments of eveyone and doing my home work will help me to be better prepared for what lies ahead.
"so no one else steals him away" is not a good reason to marry someone or have a child with them.
One of the first things I had to do was learn to evaluate my own actions and reasons behind my behaviors. Not doing that has caused me a lot of heartache in my life.