Missmycology
Hey, I just wanted to let you know I'm right there with you. Drank yesterday, feel awful today. Last week I went three days without drink and felt awful but the storm started to clear and then boom - I drank right again. I'm going to see my doctor tonight. Hang in there!! Anyway, I know this sounds weird but it helps me to know that others like yourself are going through this too - although I wouldn't wish this upon anyone! I think you should definitely just go to the ER if you start feeling really bad regardless of insurance - those are issues you can grapple with later in a better state of mind. They can't turn you away.
When you get through this storm and things start to feel better don't let that thinking start again. This is where I messed up. The ugliest part of this crap starts after the withdrawal. Again, hang in there, we can make it!