...because last night I was CORRECT. I had 3 people at work, all of whom outrank me in both position and experience, telling me I was wrong and this morning at our morning meeting I didn't have to say anything, I just smiled and let them imagine I was saying "Told ya so." Never would have had the courage or energy to stick to my guns when I was using, and I probably wouldn't have had enough wits to make the right call in the first place. Gawd it feels good to be clean and sober!