Yes..I get it...Eventhough I didn't mean to. Kind of funny how just one day, life seems okay. Yes, it feels great to just be DONE. Done with the mess, the nonsense, all of it. I will never go back. Going back to school did this for me. I feel like I have stumbled through life. Maybe as get older, we tolerate less....yet we tolerate more in a sense. The anger is gone from me. The need to make him hurt. Not really need, but I tried to make him "see the light" when he was coming home at 3 or 4 am. You get it when it's meant to be. And not before. not one minute before.