Well thank you Michelle. I have had MANY bad Saturday nights. and Sundays, and the rest of the week. I don't know a whole lot, but I do know that if someone loves ME, I shouldn't have to wonder where they are at 3 am.
And, certainly, my child deserves better. I know I can't leave tomorrow, but I will get there. I can't stand the chaos. I don't even try to talk to him anymore. I figure there is no point. He will just lie. One more broken promise? It upsets me a bit that he has the nerve to be mad at me, but oh well, not my problem. I have a future to study for. I think it was all about forcing myself to focus on myself and what I want. He doesn't seem quite so big in my life now.
Hang in there. I'm as codependant as anyone ever has been..