gg3 - I wonder too what I meant to my AH from day 1 and sometimes that gets me really down and it does hurt just thinking that we might have never really been connected.
I have come to accept that this may be true and each new day I realize I may choose to connect or disconnect with many people throughout the day. Some days I share a laugh with a family member or friend I've known forever or a coworker and some days it's with a stranger passing by or a new friend. Other days I may choose to step away from someone's problems be it family, friend or coworker.
Each moment is my choice and I get to benefit from my choice and I believe this is the way my HP brings the people in my life that need to be there and helps me enjoy my life and keep myself safe.