I'm not sure if it would be considered "uplifting" In my interpretation with alcohol being as destructive as it is, this song has personified the battle and my will to stop.
All the words and the tone portray what I feel when it comes to alcohol. It is an aggressive battle that I am determined to win
Note: The child being drawn in, the death, the accidents.. the shame, and anger.
This time, taking it away
I've got a problem
With me getting in the way
My final sign
So I take my face and bash it into a mirror
I won't have to see the pain (bleed, bleed)
This state is elevating, as the hurt turns into hating
Anticipating all the ****** up feelings again
The hurt inside is fading
This ***** gone way too far
All this time I've been waiting
Oh I cannot give anymore
For what's inside awaking
I'm done, I'm not a *****
You've taken everything
and, Oh I cannot give in anymore
My mind's done with this
Ok, I've got a question
Can I throw it all away?
Take back what's mine
So I take my time, guiding the blade down the line
Each cut closer to the vein (bleed, bleed)
This state is elevating, as the hurt turns into hating
Anticipating all the f@$#ed up feelings again
The hurt inside is fading
This ***** gone way too far
All this time I've been waiting
Oh I cannot give anymore
For once inside awaking
I'm done, I'm not a *****
You've taken everything
and, Oh I cannot give in anymore
no fluff here.