Barb...you are the best! Ill take the big hug because boy do I need it. I can't believe it has taken me practically half of my life to figure this out. SR and all the posters who have been so supportive are my catalyst. I am determined to be a quazi-normie...if that's even possible. I guess we are kind of like "hybrids" once we see it. I feel like standing on top of my office building and screaming "I finally figured it out!"
I will check on Al-anon meetings and I am scheduled to speak with my counselor later today. She is going to be in for an ear full.
Love to all who posted here and helped me see the light. Wow. On to fixin me...I am so ready!!!
Signed Codie101 - a/k/a ZOOOOMMMMER