Originally Posted by
cynical one 
I think the list of excuses are even sicker...when we look in the mirror.
Because I confused love with the need to be needed
Because I thought I had the power to make a difference
Because I believed in his dreams more than my own
Because I thought I could lead by example
Because I was a control freak
Because my ego was huge
Because I thought he had nobody else
Because I wanted a return on my emotional and financial investments
Because I wanted to be the one to "go the distance"
Because I was hooked on the drama
Because I had low self-esteem
Because I was living in fear
Because I started believing his lies over my own eyes
Because I thought he was the sick one
Because I thought I could fix him
Because I thought he was incapable
Because I wanted him to be someone who he wasn't
Because I couldn't accept I was the problem
Because I lacked courage
Thanks for reminding me of the mirror yikes!!! If anyone can bring me back to reality you can((((CO))))