Ohh, what a blessing to wake up this morning and read all these loving and supportive posts here! Thank you so much to all of you who responded to my post. I can't tell you how much it means to know that others really "get it". It's like Al-Anon at my fingertips! Which is awesome because getting to meetings can be challenging as a single mom with a two year old!
I will keep posting here and I just called a counseling center for help. I will order Melanie Beatty's book today and do my best to hang onto the hope that things can better. That maybe one day, I will have the loving partner that I can share my life with and my daughter will have a wonderful Daddy who will stand by her as she grows.
I am so happy I found this forum. Thank you for your prayers. Thank you for your kind and loving words and wisdom.
And I am going to remind myself as much as I can that these situations are blessings because they bring me closer to God.