Thank God for small miracles! Remember you are powerless over your addiction, your xbf, but your Higher Power will restore you to sanity!
God loves me where I'm at, but He loves me too much to leave me there.
God doesn't close one door without opening a better one............BUT............we've got to get our fingers out of the closing door. The reason you're in pain is because you have your fingers in a door God is trying to close.
Love and Peace,
Phoenix