Welcome, Disintegration!
We feel your pain, girl! We do.
When I was a teen I struggled with depression and low self esteem, too.
I needed help, but didn't know where to find it.
And, I hear you sharing about your depression, low self esteem and drinking issues.
Sounds like you have some things on your plate.
You know, they say if you are on a plane that is going down, you need to put on your oxygen mask before you can help anyone else.
So, now is a great time for you, when your boy is away, to check in with you.
How are you doing?
What do you need?
You being here is a wonderful way to get support and I'd recommend you supplement that with live support, too. Do YOU have support from a therapist, religious guide, counselor, AA group or Alanon group?
Would you be willing to go?
AA and Alanon are free and you can find one near you here:
Al-Anon Family Groups of Massachusetts
I hope you stick around.
We understand and care.
Peace