Rose,
Great minds think alike. My brain does that thing to me too. Sometimes it gets a life of it's own. I have to remember to be grateful for what I have, and then when things do come my way, I can appreciate them. I am so glad I'm not the only one who goes through this. For years I thought I was just crazy, and everyone else had an answer I didn't. Thanks for letting me know I am the same. Hugs, Magic