Thank you again for all your support it's been tiring dealing with all these emotions and my lack of being able to concentrate...I am repeatedly reading all the resources left here
They do help. The PAWS thing really strikes a cord with me. I also feel upset that I basicallly did this to myself with my drinking, the AD well that was for postpartum, can't blame myself for that one, and can't wait to be free of that as well, tapering is also affecting my concentration. Just want to be me, swiss cheese brain and all.