Cyranoak, I have always taken a lot out of all of your posts that I have read - some of them talk about truths that I have been unwilling to admit, others have followed patterns of behavior that I am learning I follow frequently, ALL of them have helped me in some way or shape or form, and I have found none that been "personally objectionable" (I do not take offense to any of your posts).
I know some day I avoid this forum because I don't feel it would be healthy for me to read, other days I have avoided posting but kept reading because I felt that was healthiest. You need to do what you feel is right for yourself.
Just... Please come back when you're ready? You bring a lot of good here, and I will sorely miss it while you're on your hiatus. <3