Here are some big hugs for you Crystal. :ghug3
Also, STBXAH sent me home with a letter...most of it is him complaining that I didn't give him a fair shot and ended ten years too quickly, but the message overall was how hurt he is and that he loves me and that I will forever be his only love and he is here for me. I am trying to decide if I should respond.
this is so tough. My experience is that it doesn't take long for an A to find someone else, a new codie to take up his mantle of martyrdom. I'm not trying to upset you even more, just trying to be realistic.
Of course, if you're focuses on your own life and recovery, it won't matter as much.
I hope you get lots of rest. And laughter. That's important.