Originally Posted by
Cyranoak 
... Good God. I mind-f'd myself beyond belief, and went completely off the rails.
my post and my behavior was pretty much exactly what it looks like when a codie relapses. I'm glad I could help.
yep.
been there. done that.
http://www.soberrecovery.com/forums/...triggered.html
sort of a lot of detail in the original post, but that's
exactly what happened to me, except not with a daughter, a few months ago.
my heart is speeding up just remembering.
man.
glad everything's cool
