On the off chance you want advice, here is something that helped me: Nothing anybody does is because of you. What others do is a projection of their own reality. Once I realized that, I turned it around and realized that nothing I do is because of somebody else. My actions and my decisions are my own. I am immune to the actions and opinions of others.
Good job on the 5 days Camaro. If you want to explore the above thought more, it came from don Miguel Ruiz' The Four Agreements. Despite the New Agey feel of the book, I highly recommend it.