Thank you for all of the advice. I know what the right thing to do is, and I also know how hard it is for an alcoholic to stop drinking. I drank for years and I had to face legal problems, jail, dui's, financial problems and family issues before I got sober (Jan. 22, 2009). Thank God I didn't have health problems too. I finally found a decent job, and will able to be completely financially independent. Part of me almost wishes his liver would just give out so I can put this hell behind me without the guilt of leaving a sick person to die alone. I know that sounds horrible and I can't believe I actually wrote that for everyone to read.
I really appreciate any advice/feedback. I hope everyone won't judge me for feeling the way I do.