Originally Posted by
Phoenixthebird 
Michelle70, you wrote
"He has always drank more than he should, and in the last several years, it was daily. He has evolved into a mean drunk, which he never used to be". I can understand that the love you felt for your husband in the beginning of your marriage can die :mog by your husband's first love of alcohol. Your love for him was actually suffocated to death by his life's first priority of alcohol.
I feel the same way, on both counts.
It is something I am struggling with, and you have no idea how much it helps to see someone else write down the same feelings.