Yes, I feel alone too. I am alone in an adult companion/friend way but never alone in the real way because I have kids. That is weird because I long to be alone and without the endless chatter and chores and feeding of small people
, but then I feel lonely and lost on the very rare occasion that I am.
It was lonely this Christmas to not have someone to share their joys and talk about their happiness with. When the day was done and they were asleep I was all alone and I wanted to share my day. Someone to relax with.