Bonbon - it's so good to see you again!
Congrats on your weight loss - that is so awesome! You should be very proud of yourself.
As for the other stuff, if you haven't read this link already, check it out:
http://www.soberrecovery.com/forums/...ad.php?t=21155 It may provide some insight on what you're dealing with.
Take care and please don't be a stranger!
