Allybick, I just now saw you r post,
I am heading off to work right now, but I will be back to talk. i grew up in an alcoholic home as well. both parents,first dad, then after their divorce, and her remarriage, she took it up. i remember the hardships of being a daughter with a mom who would not stop drinking. it is good that she has at least tried rehab. perhaps there is hope. mine never did, we didnt even know about rehab then.
big hug, hang in there hon, there are happier times ahead for you, for there are things you can do for you. and better ways to deal with your mom.
hugs,
chicory