goldengirl3

My ex has been flipping out about spending the holidays alone this year.

Anyone else's?

I try not to worry about it or think about it much and stay away but this morning I had a moment where my heartstring was a little pulled and I thought about suggesting he come over on Christmas day.

I had a big reality check. I was about to try to "fix" it! Ugh. I thought, "Wow what a fixer I am."

Then later this morning I had to realize that "Does he worry about me?" No. In a few months he will be spending every weekend getting drunk with his friends again...will he think of me if I don't have anyone to hang out with? No.

Anyone else going through these thoughts?