Originally Posted by
SoberClean 
I guess I could say it is some way she shows respect for me.
Or maybe I could say she thinks I'm a total idiot.
I'm not sure XAH has any idea that he's lying anymore. I'm slowly learning to not take the lies personally because they just keep coming whether they're aimed at me or not. Doesn't mean I have to listen or believe any more though.
Originally Posted by
SoberClean I know that if I ignore it, it won't just go away. But maybe it will keep me sane longer?
No, it definitely won't go away, but no longer having a front row seat definitely helps me stay sane. It sounds like you're on the road to reclaiming your sanity.
Wishing you peace and continued strength.