Well...I will raise my hand...I liked to drink too!! I think that is a major contribution to my alcoholism. For me..it ceased being fun when my self esteem went into the cr@pper over some of my actions while drinking. For you..it may just be that 1% of the time that you go over the edge..but the outcome could be dire one of these times. I think LaFemme has the right idea..if in doubt..go without for a period of time and see how you feel..