I don't know what to do. My boyfriend of 5 years has been sober for the past year, but I just don't trust him at all bc of the past. He used for 3 years and i had no idea. There were so many lies, and him stealing money from me. But he has truly turned around and is really showing me he is changing and wants to stay sober.
But how do I know it will never happen again? How can I live in that constant fear of relapse? How can ANYONE live like that? I broke up with him last night b/c i just can't see it ever getting better. We even went to couples counseling for months and seemed to really help, for a little while.
I love him so much and he is so good to me and wonderful, and he is proving himself to be trustworthy, but I just don't know if I can live with this forever.
