Thanks everyone! I don't know why this thought got in my head and started driving me nuts....I used to tell a friend who is a worry sort to " stop borrowing trouble "...looks like I need to take my own advice...and all of y'alls too:-)
Thanks for always being there...I feel better today. I will try not to look my gift horse in the mouth...and I will be happy that things are going well...geez...when I put it that way it sounds stupid to do anything else!