MeKeith

I don't regret my first drink, but I never want to go back to it either. When ever I drift into "what if" thinking, I remind myself that it took alcohol to bring me to a point of submission necessary to let go of my will and enjoy a relationship with God. It's funny how blind we can be when we are focused on ourselves instead of Him and helping each other. Not only is it funny - but it's dangerous as our outlook becomes distorted and negative leading to further spiritual separation and closer to our next drink. Nope, I don't regret my first drink as I sit here and now writing this, I am at the exact point in my life as is His will - not mine.