Hi Marina and welcome!
I'm so glad that you found SR. There are so many wise and wonderful people here that can and will help you find peace, joy and yourself.
It hasn't been mentioned so I'll mention the book "Getting Them Sober" by Toby Rice Drews. Please don't misread the title, this is a book for YOU! It has been a true comfort to turn through its pages.
Please look around the stickies and keep posting! You are not alone!
