Originally Posted by
Spiritual Seeker 
I had the fear we parents have when our child is an addict.
Now I have fear of feeling sadness and grief for the rest of my life.
I fear it will remain strong – and if I fear my ability to cope with it.
What is it going to do to me in the long run?
Can I move forward and thrive ?
Something inside of me must be stronger than the pain and hang on to what's left.
Hello SS,
I have been thinking of you .
I believe SS, that you are going to find strength, and purpose, and that it is going to come at the right time. Of course, the purpose is already there, but will you take hold of it again? Yes, I believe you will. And the beauty of Travis life is going to shine, through you. It already has touched many, and a part of Travis is still here, in you. I know that does not lessen the pain of the loss of Travis' life here on earth. Nothing can or should take that away- his life was very valuable and precious.
I am thinking of you, dear lady, and I keep you in my prayers. sending wishes for strength and comfort for your heart.
xoxoxo
chicory