Hi Lost in Dreams
You'll find a load of folks here who understand
I remember coming here and just being amazed, and a little tearful at how people here 'got it'.
If you've been drinking heavily for a while, a Drs visit is often a good first step, healthwise. Detox can sometimes be rough for some of us, and you'll probably get some good advice from the medico too.
You'll find a lot of advice support and help anyway.
Read around and post as much as you like
Welcome
D