Thanks everyone!! Doing much better now. It seems to be the worst when no one else is around; perhaps I just need distracting. Anyway, I have a friend in town for a couple days to help pack up my apartment, she's been tremendously helpful. The kitchen is almost done, and that was the giant project I couldn't make myself do. It was just depressing to pack up all by myself. Plus I'm leaving my toads with my parents, and it's silly but those goofy little toads have kept me halfway sane at times.
This is by far the biggest change I've had since quitting drugs, it's nerve-wracking. Thanks everyone
