just wanted to say..
i'm sorry if i am coming off a little irritated today. i'm just frustrated and angry and sad and a big bag of mixed emotions and i came on here because i wanted to feel better....but i dont'....i feel worse because of the way i am responding. i dont' mean it. i am having a bad day with my AH....and its all because he went 5 whole days without drinking....and decides this morning would be a good time to start again..... i just want to go home and curl up in a ball with my basset hound.... its so hard to work under these conditions. people see me cry here all the time and it embarrassing. i dont' think they believe my allergy story anymore.