I want to cry, throw up, yell and laugh....
I am a huge moron!! I broke up with my fiancée because I found an empty vodka bottle under the bed and I was stupid because I listened and watched as he didn't drink after that. Life was good, we were laughing, happy and being honest. I want to throw up because I now found empty beer and vodka bottles. I love this man with my whole soul but how can I stay? Why am I so weak that I listen and trust him? I don't know what to do. No. That's a lie, he needs to leave and get treatment. I need to be serious and stand up for me, for our family and our love. It's me or the drink. And I'm still so confused how can someone choose alcohol over a human being? I know what I need to do but I am so scared. By the way, we work together. My heart is breaking and I'm yelling at myself in my head. God protect and guide me. Please.